Dear Friends,

Tom Fox is one of the Christian Peacemakers kidnapped by the "Swords of Righteousness Brigade" in Iraq. He wrote this a year ago. He speaks for all of us pacifists when we are accused of offering nothing except non-resistance to evil. We resist in a different way.

God have mercy on all of us!

Stephen J Spiro

Friends--

Last year, when CPT was considering leaving Iraq, Tom Fox wrote the following:

October 22, 2004

IRAQ REFLECTION: Fight or flight?

by Tom Fox
http://www.cpt.org/archives/2004/oct04/0025.html

"If an attacker inspires anger or fear in my heart, it means that I have not purged myself of violence. To realize nonviolence means to feel within you its strength--soul force--to know God. A person who has known God will be incapable of harboring anger or fear within him, no matter how overpowering the cause for that anger or fear may be." (Gandhi speaking to Badshah Kahn's Khudai Khidmatgar officers; in “A Man to Match His Mountains,” by Eknath Easwaran, 1985.)

When I allow myself to become angry I disconnect from God and connect with the evil force that empowers fighting. When I allow myself to become fearful I disconnect from God and connect with the evil force that encourages flight.

The French theologian Rene Girard has a very powerful vision of Satan that speaks to me: "Satan sustains himself as a parasite on what God creates by imitating God in a manner that is jealous, grotesque, perverse and as contrary as possible to the loving and obedient imitation of Jesus." (See “Satan Falling like Lightning”, 2001)

If I am not to fight or flee in the face of armed aggression, be it the overt aggression of the army or the subversive aggression of the terrorist, then what am I to do? "Stand firm against evil" (Matthew 5:39, translated by Walter Wink) seems to be the guidance of Jesus and Gandhi in order to stay connected with God. Here in Iraq I struggle with that second form of aggression. I have visual references and written models of CPTers standing firm against the overt aggression of an army, be it regular or paramilitary.

But how do you stand firm against a car-bomber or a kidnapper? Clearly the soldier disconnected from God needs to have me fight. Just as clearly the terrorist disconnected from God needs to have me flee. Both are willing to kill me using different means to achieve he same end--that end being to increase the parasitic power of Satan within God's good creation.

It seems easier somehow to confront anger within my heart than it is to confront fear. But if Jesus and Gandhi are right then I am not to give in to either. I am to stand firm against the kidnapper as I am to stand firm against the soldier.

Does that mean I walk into a raging battle to confront the soldiers? Does that mean I walk the streets of Baghdad with a sign saying "American for the Taking?" No to both counts. But if Jesus and Gandhi are right, then I am asked to risk my life, and if I lose it to be as forgiving as they were when murdered by the forces of Satan. Standing firm is a struggle, but I'm willing to keep working at it.